Old Photographs

I guess it would be helpful to delete the old photos of him. I wasn't expecting them to be in my trash on my iphoto. I felt my heart sink as I looked at them. Me and him together. I don't even know myself with that person anymore. I'm smiling and we look happy.

I should delete them.

But I can't.

What makes me not want to delete them? Looking at them won't make me feel better. It won't make him come back. For a moment I can be back in that moment, but instead of feeling happy all I do is feel sad.