Dreams

Sleeping is the one time when I don't think about you... and then you popped up in my dream last night. The person you are in my dreams is amazing. You love me and you make sure I know I'm appreciated. I want you to go away.

I don't want you showing up in my dreams. I'm tired of thinking about you. I'm tired of things reminding me of you. It's just ridiculous that I'm still thinking about you...

I feel frustrated with myself... because I don't know why I'm still hurting... why I still think about you and wish I could be near you. It makes no sense to me. I hate that I'm the only one feeling this way. You should be heartbroken because you lost me. But you aren't.