Hopeful

I am alone, but I am not lonely.

I may seem hopeless sometimes, but most of the time I feel hopeful.

I have hope because I know that someday I will find someone who makes me smile, who won't make me cry sad tears, who will love me when I'm silly and when I'm a pain in the ass. I fill find someone who won't just tell me things he thinks I want to hear. He won't be scared to hurt my feelings when I'm wrong. He won't want to be with any other woman except for me. He will love me because he feels it in his heart and he'll never stop.

And I will feel the same way. I will want to take care of him and be his rock. I will love him with an open heart, with so many lessons learned. I will feel healthy and blissful because it will be right.

It may not happen right now... or a month from now... or maybe even in a year. But it will eventually. I am hopeful of that.

And if I can't find this in a man, well shit I'll get a dog :)