Ugh, I hate that I woke up thinking about this day last year. I know you probably don't remember... because it didn't effect you the same way it effected me.
I found out that you were going behind my back to meet some girl in Santa Cruz from your ex-gf. I died when she told me that this person I loved and trusted was lying to me. If you weren't happy with me then you should have just walked away. I guess I should have walked away sooner... since we hadn't been happy with each other since oh, January... when you lied to me the first time about going to the mall alone. You looked me in the face and said you went alone when I knew you went with her...
It hurts so much to look back on the time with you and think about all the moments you lied to me... or nights when I wasn't with you and I know you were with someone else. I wish I could say that it doesn't hurt anymore... but I'd be lying. It hurts so much.
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