I lied

I think I once told you that I'm at peace with what's happened between us... I lied.

I go through so many different emotions all of the time I can hardly stand. It's ridiculous how one second I'm so happy and I feel okay and then the next I'm angry. I'm so angry and wanting to cry even though I just put make up and I look really pretty... for who? No one.

Beside the point. I don't even know what the point is. I'm tired of the emotions. I'm tired of all of it. I'm tired of being the only person feeling any of this.

I think I might be a little depressed. And it sucks because you aren't worth any of it.