Drama

I'm starting to think that no matter what age you are, drama will always follow you around. Everyone has been raised different and has different morals and expectations... and a lot of times things just don't line up like you'd hope they would. People aren't honest and are self-centered and only look out for themselves and their own interests.

And things like myspace or facebook don't help the drama any.

I just saw that his band is going to be performing in an actual venue (not just in someone's living room)... and I feel happy for him... and sad that I don't get to be there to see him succeed. I know someday this feeling will fade, and weeks will go by when he doesn't cross my mind. It's strange how much he's been on my mind the last few days. I hate that the most random of things will make me think about him and then once I've started... I can't stop.

I'm listening to itunes... and a song that I shouldn't listen to just came on. "Miserable at Best" by Mayday Parade.
I can't listen to "When it Rains" by Paramore, "Maybe" by Secondhand Seranade (or any of their songs actually), "5 cheers for 5 years" by Mayday Parade, "The tide" by Spill Canvas... They make me cry still. I hope one day they won't.