Love Post-it notes

So with all this moving business... comes finding things I've stowed away.

I found the love notes.

Surprisingly as I read them I didn't burst into tears. Instead I smiled. I still remember us during those times... when he was still crazy about me and wanted to write me love notes while he waited for things to install at work. I sat there on the floor reading them wondering what happened... how the hell had we gone so wrong.

I had written notes about different things that had happened between us. I hate saying that if I had the opportunity to go back that I wouldn't change a thing... I can't say that because I would have changed so many things. If I was told there was a time machine that I could go back in time in I would do so many things differently. Whether or not we'd still be together now... who knows... but I don't feel like I did everything I could. Certain events that happened I reacted poorly... and out of character.

But there could be a reason for all this... a reason why I acted and reacted the way I did. There has to be a reason.